Photo of My Mother at Sixteen Taken for The Providence Journal
She is leaning backward against a brick wall, shoulders
pressed, back arching making her breasts
force outward and look
impossible. Her hair is ironed flat, oil-black against
her hollow cheekbones. Doe-fair, eye-wide and wearing false
eyelashes—her lips half open in an awe-struck oh. This was the prize
for being runner up at the Little Miss Rhode Island beauty pageant.
Paid-in-full photoshoot, color prints,
three different outfits to take home and a consultation
with a professional agent. I know the story.
The photographer asks her to undo
one more button. The beauty consultant handles her
jaw, profiles her face
from left to right commenting
on the scar on her nose,
using his two fingers to spread
her lips to look at her pearly,
crooked teeth.