Kumquats
-Lang Newberry (1939-1990)
It looked like a stunted orange tree
in our backyard, the waxy leaves
shining in sunlight, glistening after rain,
tiny fruit the size of a thumb’s fat tip.
My father picked them by the bowl
and ate them at the kitchen table.
Once, I popped one into my mouth,
the bite so sour tears burned my eyes,
the taste so sharp I couldn’t see
how he chewed them with a smile.
My thoughts of him have been
like that: the tart sting that sears
the tongue and blurs my vision,
the fruit I pick although I know
it will sour my mouth. I take a bite
because I want to taste the burn.