Bedroom Eyes
when I saw
my mother
naked at
the mirror.
She was stoned.
I watched
the tumble
of her hands
against her body,
the pale scar
that grinned
from her belly.
Her breasts
swung as she
swayed,
nipple-eyes
downward,
two dead
fish.
Did she see
me in that
doorway
about to enter
thin as a
needle,
or hear
my brother
in the kitchen
hungry and
crying?
Already we knew
her,
knew her touch
for what it
brought:
a white scar
on my wrist,
my brother’s
above one eye.