August, Still
Still August, everything breathes slow
as sorghum, even the ragged blooms,
fever heat before the solstice, leaving
so late it feels like never. Each morning,
I step out on the mat for some relief,
the first cool before fall’s rust and rustle.
August, month of my father’s passing,
the dead of summer, hot as a firecracker,
he’d say, hot enough for a big plate
of watermelon he cut with a scalpel’s
sureness—long slice above the rind,
then down, then crossways, salting away
most of the sugar. He slurped the same
into the receiver, as if his watermelon kisses
could sweeten the miles of another sales trip.
Each week hitting the road, his restless
blood the piston, the steering, the accelerator
gunning his engine, even when the table
was set, the bags unpacked. Butter and sorghum
mashed into spun honey for biscuits
fueled his journey—Durham to Mobile
to Memphis. Both of us born to winter,
never summer’s children, I don’t know
which season he loved most, unsettled
as he was, but he took the end slow,
stopping food and drink in the nursing home,
no sugar or salt that week in August,
the season’s unhurried dying back,
a fallen leaf curling in on itself
as a certain chill crept in.