August Installment
Young cardinals clamored
at the feeder, fretting
the end of lessons. All summer,
parents had fed and pushed them
to trial flights in the underbrush.
The dun-crested female
was the shade of patience,
the male’s high color
was urgency of work—
both shared the scurry
of readying their fledglings.
My two-year-old watched them still
their young’s shivering wings with seed.
With nightfall, coyotes stole
off the ridge. Their yipping
swallowed the glimmer
of newly risen stars,
pierced the stillness.
They slipped through an open-mesh
fence. Which sheep did they fell?
The one spurned from its mother
at birth? Or the one
with no such notable story?
I turned away from the field.
The half-eaten sheep lay
like a tarnished bell,
tongue struck dumb. Her eyes
bleared with the fever of dying.
My two-year-old could not
temper her desire to visit
the flock who would throng to her,
nudge her, hold soft muzzles
under her hand. She had waited
all summer to unclasp this latch
for their trotting-up greeting.
When I turned her away,
she broke down too easily.
I couldn’t explain why
we could not pass.
And I wondered how long
I could keep her from knowing,
as the cardinals’ sheltering wings
pulled in, pushed their young
to that first stutter of flight.