My Mother Lets Herself In
Merrill Oliver Douglas

My Mother Lets Herself In

As her eyesight seeped away
in those last years of living alone,
she knew to use a fingertip
to work small spirals on the deadbolt’s
brass, the way a mouse in winter
sniffs a wall for cracks. It took a while.
Then once she’d found the slot
and wedged her finger there to form
a guideway, she needed a couple
of slow tries to slide the key home.
She’d watched her mother do this
years back. Now it was my turn,
steps behind her in the hallway
steadying the wire cart stuffed with
ShopRite bags. I needed all
the strength I could summon to not
wrench the key from her hand.

Merrill Oliver Douglas

is the author of the chapbook Parking Meters into Mermaids (Finishing Line Press). Her poems have appeared in Baltimore Review, Barrow Street, Tar River Poetry, Stone Canoe, Cimarron Review, and Comstock Review, among other journals. She lives near Binghamton, New York, where she runs a freelance writing business.